Human Sexuality is one fucked up subject!

So it looks like its going to be another sleepless night for me. I have work at 10 tomorrow, I shouldnt be awake right now. I could definitely go for some blow right now. It sounds so amazing. I havent done it in over 7 months, but if someone racked up a line and handed me a straw it would be nearly impossible for me to say no. So what exactly is the point of starting a blog?
To talk about politics?
Just vent?
Things that are going on around us?
I guess it would be anything really, Ive read a few blogs and some of them have been pretty intersting. Its funny the things that people put all of their time and thought into. But I guess I have no room to talk. My birthday is coming up. Im kinda excited, I still have no clue what im going to do. Maybe get another tattoo, and get plastered..but not at the same time of course.

Im getting sick and tired of double standards. I dont think they are right. Its okay for a guy to go around and fuck anything in a skirt, but when it comes down to a girl doing anything period..Shes considering, a skank, slut or whore..take your pick. I think its bullshit. Guys are able to walk around and think with nothing except their cocks, and its exceptable..what the fuck is that shit? Woman should be able to do anything a man can do..equal rights my ass. My work place is a perfect example of this shit. There isnt one female manager. Every one that does stock, is a man. and the only thing that girls get hired for is a cashier position. The last time I checked if it werent for woman there wouldnt be any births. If a woman can stretch a whole a size of a quarter to the size of a new born head, there pretty damn capable of lifting a few boxes. I just dont understand it.
That was my rant for the night.

I so wish I would have been smashed tonight.The person that invented alcohol is genius..it helps you forget all the things you dont want to remember. Its lovely! Guys are such douchebags...I need a very very very long break..and the best thing is..its almost 5, and I have work at 11...Fuck me!

Right now everything seems so warped and twisted. Everything is so odd for me. I havent done any drugs for over 6 months now, Im standing on my own two feet. I still cant wait to take my driving class bullshit, my life will be so much easier in 6 months, its going to be amazing. I still love my side piece. And I went up north and saw my MR. and surprisingly Im still interested. i would have thought that I would have gotten bored with him by now. but nope apparently not. My job cut my hours bad this week. It sucks, i think i got 21..I prefer working more it keeps me busy. But I guess beggers cant be choosers. i work 10-6 tomorrow...lovely lol. And I am sooo rambling, I should be sleeping right now, but nope my dumbass is still up waiting for VP. And while im on the subject of guys...this guy from my work is such a dumbass its unbelievable, he is proof that men dont mature until they hit at least 35. Hes trying to sleep with me..and is so married...yeah not gonna happen buddy. Im loosing more weight..which I guess is a good thing, I cant loose anymore tho, Im good where im at. and happy with myself. i guess im done rambling..